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Bad Terms

by Meghan & Caitlin

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1.
Bad Terms* 03:46
Verse 1: Stab me in the back Knock me down, pick me up Apologize again I always give you a pass, give you a pass, yeah And I hate that I let You always have control You don’t give me no respect Thought I was better than that, better than that, yeah, yeah Pre-Chorus: And you don’t understand Who I, who I really am But I take you back Cuz you know Chorus: I wanna be on good terms But all I got are bad words I guess we took a wrong turn You burned every bridge we built There is no password To take this day and reverse Cuz every insult you slurred, I heard I’m sick of all the guilt Now we’re on bad terms Don’t wanna be on bad terms Verse 2: You always make me mad Why you doing that, doing that? But I apologize again And I hate that I, hate that I Let you see this side of me So I compromise so you don’t leave Pre-Chorus Chorus Bridge: I apologize again... Chorus
2.
Verse 1: Last night I was wondering, wondering If I was ever gonna see you again, you again My bad, I left you high and dry But now that it's raining I wanna reverse that goodbye I saw you with a new girl, hey listen Who do you think you are? Who gave you permission? To move on with someone new But I promise you that she won't be this cool and I promise she won't talk like me Kiss you on the cheek and prove you wrong like me I promise she don't live like me Dancing in the street and confident like me And it's over, it's over, it's over Its over, it's over, I know Chorus: I saw the video that you just posted You're wearing clothes you knew I would notice I'm high and low, searching for closure Cuz you and I both know I'm not over it My phone still has your pictures on it The radio is always playing your music Passed you on the road, since then I haven't been sober Cuz you and I both know I'm not over it Verse 2: I had to block you on Instagram, Instagram I'm getting pretty tired of seeing all of your snapchats You know just what you're doing I know you're checking for my name in the list of viewers And boy you've never been smooth, you're not a player But then again I don't know when I became such a hater I guess I just didn't expect you to go Find another girl before my body's even cold But I promise she don't look like me Got your back, but don't let you off the hook like me I promise she won't be like me Strong and independent no cling like me And it's over, it's over, it's over, It's over, it's over, I know Chorus Kabwasa Verse: It's been a minute I'm still trying to get it I've been tired of missing you I love you, I love you I never said it, but I hope you know I meant it I've got all these other options I don't want it, I want you Like your love, like one love, like our love Like what did you do love, like my love, to you love I need ya, like our love, why did you leave love, Like I want you back love, not over, not over it Chorus
3.
Verse 1: Bright lights and my head on your shoulder You step away, I’ve never been colder And who are these other girls you see? If they’re so great, why do you always come back to me? Pre-Chorus: I remember when you took me dancing All eyes on us, we lit up the room Used to think that I was so enchanting Now I’m chasing you, I’m chasing you Chorus: So cheers to you, You left me black and blue The bottle kisses better than you do So I’m raising my glass, You’re in my past, So cheers to you Verse 2: A crowded room, they’re all screaming for me But I’m looking for you, don’t want to hear that you’re sorry again And where are these places that you always go? And if they’re so great, why do you call mine home? Pre-Chorus Chorus Bridge: And the crowd is loud And the lights are low And they want me to be happy So i’ll put on a show Here’s to you I was never myself with you Now I’m done chasing after you I’m breaking my glass This is my last cheers to you
4.
Verse 1: I heard our song on the radio, on the radio Should’ve turned it off but I just froze I blew a red light cuz my mind isn’t on the road It’s on when you said goodbye I should’ve done, I should’ve done, I should’ve done more Chorus: I should’ve said I’m sorry for the things that I did When things get hard I always walk away, I’ll admit it Now I’m losing sleep over what we could’ve been I should’ve said I’m sorry for the things that I did Oh, the things that I did Verse 2: I heard your voice on a video, on a video Now I’m wishing I had never let you go I forgot the way you speak about me I hear it louder when you’re not around me I should’ve done, I should’ve done, I should’ve done more Chorus Bridge: I miss you more than I realized Now it’s too late to apologize Chorus
5.
Difficult** 04:20
Verse 1: I can’t believe you didn’t call me I can’t believe you couldn’t see that I wanted you to I can’t believe you couldn’t tell I was lonely for you You left me crying in the driveway You didn’t know when I pushed you away That I just wanted you to hold me and say that you love me Chorus 1: But I know, I know I know that I’m difficult A little to critical Oh I know, I know I know that I’m difficult I’m not your typical love I’m sorry I’m difficult Verse 2: I can’t believe you quit so quickly I can’t believe you couldn’t see that I needed you Now you got me feeling sick Please don’t leave me like this You stared at me and sat in silence As I begged you to be anything but quiet Cuz no words can hurt more Than my imagination Chorus 1 Chorus 2: But I know, I know I know that I’m difficult I’m not your typical love
6.
Dead End* 04:08
Verse 1: Pictures on my walls Oh, they’re mocking me Smiling in my face Saying this is how we used to be Now we barely speak No it’s not the same I’m trying to figure out what changed Pre-Chorus: Now we’re crying, crying Cuz we’re trying, trying To quit lying, lying We’re not happy like we used to be We’re hiding, hiding And we’re fighting, fighting And you’re lying, lying You’re lying next to me Chorus: I’m at a dead end, dead end, dead end, dead end baby I’m trying, trying, trying not to go crazy When I said you’re mine, you said that I’d lost my mind But I didn’t, didn’t, didn’t, didn’t I’m at a dead end, dead end, dead end, dead end and it’s over I’m losing, losing, losing my composure I’m closing my eyes, you’re saying this is goodbye But I’m not finished, finished I’ll never finish, finish here Verse 2: I remember the day We went to the city You told me you loved me And you called me pretty Now I’m slamming doors And you’re calling me names For the millionth time But this time it don’t feel the same Pre-Chorus Chorus Bridge: Where did we go wrong? This is my heartbreak song Where did we go wrong? Chorus
7.
Body Count* 04:24
Verse 1: Waiting to fall apart In the backseat of your car I never know where we are Where we are Because the one I want He doesn’t want my time He has got another girl on his mind I wonder what that’s like I wonder what that’s like I wonder what that’s like To be that girl Chorus: Cuz you hold me when I’m dreaming So now I wake up screaming I’m just trying to shake the feelings that I felt And I feel you on my body But you only want my body And I don’t care that you don’t care about me Add me to your body count Verse 2: Remember when it was me and you And it was just one night But it felt like we owned the room Now my lips are red My clothes are in a stranger’s bed But you don’t even care Why don’t you care? Chorus Bridge: But is it worth it If in the end I feel worthless? Chorus Now I’m in your bed And I know I said That this is what I wanted But is it what I wanted? Cuz now I’m just a number to you
8.
Paralyzed* 04:33
Verse 1: Daisies and roses They’re beautiful but they don’t even know it Cuz they die every winter of loneliness I sit still on the pavement I’m talking but I hardly ever say shit And nobody ever notices I’m taking drugs to go to sleep Cuz my mind, it tortures me I’m only happy when I dream What does that say about me? Chorus: Cuz I, oh I don’t know what it feels like To be fine, alright so I close my eyes And I should be healing, so why can’t I feel things? Am I alive? I feel paralyzed, paralyzed So I close my eyes I’m paralyzed Verse 2: I want a hand to hold but When they reach out, I freak out And I wanna be whole but There’s a piece of me in everybody I always gotta be so strong I can’t lean on, no one I know That it’s a long road But I’m still here And I just wanna go home Chorus What does that say about me? Bridge: There’s a gun in my hand But no one stands between me and myself There’s a gun in my hand But no one understands I’m going through hell Chorus
9.
Dirty Mouth* 04:07
Verse 1: When I wake up I still feel the make up on my face And I’m freezing Cuz where you used to be’s just empty space And I know exactly where you have been Heard you’ve got a new girl in your bed Tell me am I still stuck in your head? Oh, I gotta know, I gotta know, I gotta know Chorus: Do you think about me When you’re feeling lonely When you’re with her do you think about My, my dirty mouth? You touched me Remember how you loved me When you kiss her do you think about My, my dirty mouth? Verse 2: Oh I hate when we have conversations in my head And I can’t look at my phone Without seeing photos of your girlfriend But you;ve still got my marks under your skin And I still have the letters that you sent Do you wish you were with me instead? I gotta know, I gotta know, I gotta know Chorus Bridge: And I won’t say I miss you Cuz I don’t want to have issues We say we’re fine, pretend that it’s cool But it’s a lie, maybe I miss you Chorus
10.
Liar** 03:49
Verse 1: My hands in your pockets You’re trying not to look at me as I look at the door Cuz you know, cuz you know, cuz you know That I was never really yours And I say that I’m fine But you know it’s a lie Why do I do this every time? Chorus: Maybe I’m just lonely, maybe I’m just cold Maybe I’m just hoping I can act like I’m not broke Maybe I’m just crazy, maybe I’m just sad Maybe it’s impossible for me to love you back I’m walking a wire when I tell you that I love you Cuz I know, cuz I know, cuz I know I’m a liar Verse 2: Used to be my partner in crime But I’m the only guilty one now You’d never know, you’d never know, you’d never know That I’d be the one to break you down And I say that you’re right Cuz it’s easier than fights Why do I do this every time? Chorus Bridge: I’ve been to confession, I’ve tried to pray But not even holy water can clean my slate I’ve been to the doctor hoping that he could explain Why I am this way Why am I this way? Chorus
11.
Verse 1: Jealousy, why do you always point your finger at me? Why can’t you ever just let me, let me, let me be Oh, jealousy Now I’m acting out I’m kissing strangers all over this town Cuz all love’s ever done is let me, let me, let me down So I’m acting out Pre-Chorus: I’m doing things that I never have I’m acting out of character but I’m not mad cuz I’m feeling kind of rebellious Can I get a hell yes? I’m saying things that I’ve never said Unfilter all the thoughts up in my head I’m blocking out people who are hating Can I get an amen? Chorus: I’m making bad decisions Just to feel like I’m living There is no, there is no forgiving in here no more It’s sunday but I’m sinning My dear, this is just the beginning There is no, there is no winning When you make bad decisions Verse 2: Apologies, I’d give them out but they don’t come back to me I’ve tried so hard but now I’m doing, doing, doing me No more apologies I hate to disappoint You want me home but I’m out with other boys You want to play games now you’re my, you’re my, you’re my toy I always disappoint Pre-Chorus Chorus Bridge: I tried to play nice But I got bored Chorus

credits

released November 8, 2019

Meghan Foley - vocals, acoustic guitar
Caitlin Foley - vocals
Matt Zoppa - guitar, keys, programming
Zach Bridier - drums, percussion, guitar, keys, programming
Matt Petersen - bass (track 4)
John Alden Davis - bass (tracks 9 & 10)
Elizabeth Bridier - rhodes (track 4) piano (tracks 5, 10)
Kabwasa - vocals (track 2)

Group vocals on Bad Decisions:
Matt Zoppa, Josh Gablin, Lauren Berryhill, Meghan Foley, Zach Orozen, Zach Bridier, Sky Busch, and Gilberto De La Fuente

All songs written & produced by Meghan & Caitlin
*Produced by Zach Bridier
**Produced by Matt Zoppa
Engineered by Matt Zoppa, Zach Bridier, and Josh Gablin at Gretsch Studio in Elmhurst, IL Spring & Summer 2019
Assistant Engineer Nick Zoppa
Engineered & mixed by Zach Bridier at Captive Portal Studio, Des Plaines, IL
Sprint & Summer 2019
Mastered by Josh Gablin

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